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Happy Marriage!

2009-01-17T15:10:00.007+08:00

Happy Marriage!

yoyo... time for some updates b4 ppl say tis become an advertising place... haha... oh yeah ytd was such a joyous occasion... my best fren's ROM!!! haha... my fren is officially Mrs Zhang or Zhang tai tai... haha... maybe tis is the first time i attend a fren ROM that i was especially excited for her... haha...

a girl is the prettiest on her wedding day... and i strongly agree in that... haha i wanted to show u b4 and after pics but i doubt i have any b4 pics in the comp anymore ever since my bro crashed the old computer... all my stuffs no backup... anyway... will try to upload photos here if blogger allows me to... if nt u all can go facebook and see... i guess many ppl will upload the photos as cameras were flashing away ytd... i see that so many cameras are out so i juz took a few photos... but i took some video... haha... anyway i suppose not many want to know the exact details... so let the photos and video do the talking...

part 1 of solemnisation... to be continued...

SAMPLES

2008-12-23T00:42:00.001+08:00

SAMPLES

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2008-12-18T15:08:00.001+08:00

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YEAH!!

2008-12-10T12:13:00.003+08:00

YEAH!!

yipee!!! i passed my TP ytd... wah... is finally sia... i tink is the tester give chance lah... did so many stupid things again but oni 10 demerit pts... tsk tsk... although i pass liao oso nt v happy lor... pass de not guang cai... haha... now after passing i will have more to learn... dunno when can learn le... no car to learn sia... hahahaha ok at least i alr pass want to drive anytime oso can... heng ah ytd lao tian good to me nv rain... coz monday rain the whole day so i pray hard hard tat tuesday wont rain....

now ubi driving centre hor no more balloting liao... is computerised picking ur tester and test route... but ah i tink balloting oso alr fixed in the first place... same thing lor... den now they use laptop instead of pen and paper too... hoho... tsk... the tester open the laptop so big where it is foldable... u get wad i mean ah... those tablet pc or dunno wad lah... he open and use den ah block the marking at the side of the car that always guided me... sai one... den i have to use guess one... heng nv mount or strike kerb... ok now dun say driving le... coz ytd i most of the time is blank mind so i rmb some of the stuffs nia... hoho....

oh yea... nth good to write le... mainly is slack at home and doing nth... damn bored... now i am free... got job lobang rmb to call me ahh... sayonara...

HAPPY

2008-11-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY

yeah man... i got new digicam from sitex... it is pink in colour... although i am nt a great fan of pink... but i tink pink is real nice for certain stuffs... i wanted a red colour one but ya tat model is red colour-less... haha... shall upload some cam-whoring pics later on... i have been using it from the day i bought it... hehe...

oh ya... my sch registration day is next wednesday... which is like so fast and i only checked it ytd... lucky i happen to check my mail lor if nt ah... i will miss it de... planning timetable is so boring lahh... dun want to go school lor... si bei sian...

friday i went back school to be an usher to help out my fren who organises the cultural event... there are 260 jap students tat came to NTU and watch wushu performance set up by fren and we are supposed to entertain them and bring them ard in sch... but ah... the whole event was a mess... we ushers were nt brief on wad to do... in the end we were as blur as the jap students... dotx rite... when a jap teacher ask me whether we know wad are we supposed to do... i have no idea at all and awaiting instructions... crazy... but overall was a good experience and i didnt use a word of jap tat i learned... coz i dun dare to say... lyk so weird lor... and a malay say ohayo gozaimasu i oso feel lyk wad de... so in the end i dun dare to say in case those japs feel wad de oso... hahaha...

i wanna go overseas too!! haha... but recently those riots and terrorist attacks in thailand and india really makes me feel so proud and safe to be a singaporean... i really they have some screw loose in their mind lor... crazy ppl are real crazy... haix... difficult to say my feelings lah but i guess most ppl tot the same way as i am... i want to stay safe always... and everybody else too... hoho... and of coz no more singaporean hostages overseas...

blogger is shit one... upload one image oso cannot... got photos oso cannot upload... no wonder so many ppl wanna shift blog...

I AM BACK

2008-11-28T19:44:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK

hahaha... as my nick says... i am back... hahaha... ok i am juz being lame... i think to some ppl i am nt a good friend to be at all... because after leaving sch none will contact me... including pri sch... sec sch... and jc... probably from NTU too after graduate... i nv know... i know the reason y lyk tis... because i am weird and unkind to friends... i think that sometimes i talk to certain ppl in certain kind of ways tat makes ppl feel uncomfortable... i speak too fast without thinking... u know the words juz blurt out of my mouth b4 going thru my brain... however to some ppl... they feel tat it is alright because they know tat i was juz kidding and mean no harm... i know when i suan ppl sometimes it will hit straight into the heart.. those who are strong in heart managed to take it... those who dun will hate me forever for tat sentence... but till now i know tat ppl dislike is mostly because of my weird behavior... i mood swing v fast so one moment i can be happy the other moment sad or angry... or can i say tat i am easily affected by things happening ard me... oh... i also have a bad temper... i am easily agitated and starts shooting vulgarities off my mouth... i am sorry to ppl whom i always complain to with vulgarities... and to ppl who i once complained abt or scold... pls forgive me because tat is juz a moment of a folly tat i dun give chance... or shld i say i nv did... whatever it is u know who u are and i believe u have alrdy or will forgive me... because u have a BIG heart rite?? haha... i know u do... for those ppl who read my blog... which category do u belong to?? because i dun wanna lose any friends again... and i really hope i wont... haha... so sorry for the sentimental words again... i like to write wadever comes over my mind... haha... i realise tat ever since after jc i tried to change myself but i can sense the old me coming back... for a period of time i was someone different... i tried to do something tat ppl will see a change in me... lyk stop commenting on ppl... think b4 i talk... etc... but really the old me is coming back... tats y i am scared tat ppl will hate me again... yah lyk tat lor...

well... i always think tat i am dumb... and i really am... sometimes i do dumb things tat i really buey tahan of myself... i tink tat is y i always say ppl dumb... to cover up the fact that i am dumb... haha... pot calling the kettle black... say ppl first b4 ppl say me mah... haha... or i say myself first b4 ppl say me... den i wont feel so hurt when ppl say tat because i alr know and agree le... hohoho... next entry will be some happy stuffs... so yah... keep a lookout ahh... any of these days when i am free... which is almost everyday and when i have the mood to blog... tata...

HAPPY OR UNHAPPY?

2008-09-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY OR UNHAPPY?

hoho... i am here to blog lo... have been lazy all these while (as if i was hardworking b4)... haha... anyway... my 20th bday juz past... many many thanks to ppl who make tis bday a memorable one... To: Rachel Joey Joy Eugene and Sir Seng (排名不分先后）,thanks for the presents and dinner at chomp chomp... crapping alot as usual... but tat really takes stress off to gather tgt once in a while... To: Corrine, thanks for accompanying me the whole day... haha... as usual took alot of idiotic pics... will try to upload them up later if it doesnt take too long and if i rmb how to...

ok... i v de "fan" these few days because of my driving... omg... really is long time nv get scolded until ji tao shoot into my heart ahh... pain sia... seriously no kidding... i know these scolding really can wake me up so i am not angry at all... but disappointed in myself... IQ zero or smth... so saddened... i dun wish to have high expectations because 期望越高失望越大 but if nv have expectations how can i succeed?? i tink the oni way now is to try and do my v best liao... i dun wish to give up... spend so much money alr leh... how am i gg to give it all up? such a waste... if i fail i will retaking until old oso muz take ahh... haha... provided i have enough money la... all the scoldings really reflects my personalities... i tink the problem really lies with me... hurr... pig head... so easy stuff took so long to learn... the phrase tat hurt me most is "you so young still take so long to learn a thing... even an 80 yr old lady can drive better than you" wa... can see my heart splurting blood... the thing is tat tat day is oni my 2nd time into the circuit and the first one is ages ago... how will i rmb man... sad... slow reaction oso... i cant deny the fact that i am a slow 3 beat person since young... muz be smth wrong with my brain... head so big but brain so small... slow learner and slow reaction... juz one word: stupid... hurr... scolding myself makes me feel more miserable but relieving at the same time... finding excuses for nt being able to drive well... ha... great...

watched the F1 practise race live on channel 5 juz now... cool man... but tink something wrong with the structure of the race track ahh... got one racer drive towards the wrong direction... and he got to U-turn... wa... the U-turn is so damn shuai lah... zoom... they should block tat extra road so ppl wont get mixed... i tink the arrows on the road oso will affect dao the racer... coz the arrows are in opposite direction... is tat y the racer go wrong side because he follow the arrows? haha... den i tink the track too narrow or maybe it is lyk tat in all F1 racing i am nt sure because of the fast speed... tat the racers could not turn properly and almost or touched the fencing... dangerous leh... woohoo... shuai... tml and sunday still have... muz stay tuned to channel 5... yea... watching this uplifted my mood once again... i love cars... who wants to go to the car exhibition?? saw one car ytd on the news... able to drive on land and in water... i want one... haha...

i decided not to upload the pics le... because it takes a freaking long time... so wait for corrine to upload ba... or all dun upload... haha.. coz it is too personal le... k le... bye bye...

GRRR!!!!

2008-09-17T20:39:00.004+08:00

GRRR!!!!

firstly, i would like to thank corrine sin pei ting for helping me do the blogskin... haha... at the same time i am saving her from boredom... the only the jap words under the profile written by me... others i am nt sure correct or not... haha... but looks fine... so readers out there... if u want to have a new blogskin... pls find corrine... never mind if u all dunno her... i can be the middle man... i am not greedy... juz some commission i will be happy... haha...

anyway juz now at amk hub foodcourt saw a v cute scene... triplets!! so small and cute but 2 crying... haha... the 2 tat are crying are carried by the 2 maids... whereas the mum carry one so quiet but looks lyk he cried earlier on... so a mother's hug is the best source of comfort... hehe... so cute... oh... the mum doesnt look lyk she gave birth to the triplets... as in not fat lah... normal normal... the reason to employ 2 maids is good... all 3 drink milk at the same time... cry at the same time... haha... muz be wad ppl always say telepathy between twins or triplets... hur... so the expenses will be a bomb to them... but govt happy leh will give baby bonus... haha... haha ok... crap too much le... babies are cute when they are not crying and obedient... yea...

oh and i tink tech comm is a stupid thing... tis week is e-tutorial we got to make use of the group wiki to write a paragraph as a group... and guess wad? ytd i have to study for quiz and i asked to postpone the ytd 10pm meeting to saturday where we will have more time to discuss and dun need to rush... and i got a stupid reply "I don't think that we can postpone it because we have alr agreed the timing... juz try to make it tink it will take only about one hour" HA... wad kind of shit is tis? agreed liao jiu cannot change meh? wad kind of stupid reason come and smoke me off... and wad try to make it... i will not ask to postpone if i tink it will only take one hour lo... tink until so simple... dunno how to use brain... the discussion and writing takes only one hr?? hurhur... damn... and i was right it took more than an hour... and wad if i cant make it? my own loss rite? so since cannot postpone i have to go right?? and waste my time... the discussion took only half and hour but the writing really sucks and i write write and left den juz now i go in and check... HAHA... good game... those that i write gets deleted... den wad for i write? waste my time and energy and get deleted... stupid shit... later no participation marks is it my fault? bloody hell... discuss and write... ya rite... good man... i blog better ah... at least nobody delete... asshole bloody hell... last time proposal oso lyk tat... ask me edit den i edit alr pass it back and come back still looks the same as b4 i edit... so next time i shall slack more and do less... isnt it the same? seems lyk i do only for show only... sorry la... english not v good la... not as good as them... now i would like to scold some vulgarities... forgive me for being so crude... FUCK!!! SUCKERS!!! STUPID FOOLS!!!

k... more relieve now but still angry... i know i am stupid... i believe that stupid ppl cant interact with the stupids although stupid and the stupids flock together... i simply hate talking to the stupids... sorry again for scolding and scolding and hurting your eyes... kk... tata...

日有所思夜有所梦

2008-09-08T21:43:00.004+08:00

日有所思夜有所梦

wa... these few days dunno what happen sia... always anyhow dream.. not dream of unrealistic stuff... it is so realistic that whenever i wake up i feel so lucky tat those are not true... what i dream of are those that i will encounter... for example ytd went home at ard 4pm and went to have a nap... a short while later my parents come back to prepare go wedding dinner... wa... i jing ran dream dao the incident of me waking up and my father asking me to go all this leh and i decided to go in the end(i alr decide nt to go le)... after that i wake up... and all tis lor... muz be v confusing because i cant really rmb wad i dreamt of so da gai da gai say lor... but tat is nt the impt part... the impt part is every time i sleep i dream of things that will happen straight... maybe later on or the day after... and tis afternoon i dreamt of tml's tech comm tutorial all tis... oh my... wad is happening to me?? too stress??

since sch starts... my pimples start breaking out... ytd went facial... wa lao... pain until hor... i keep using self-convincing method "NOT PAIN AT ALL... NOT PAIN NOT PAIN..." but oso no use... now my face looks so "messy" red red pimples all over... and my left eye look smaller now... sore eyes leh... tat was lyk wont happen to me one lor or didnt happen since pri sch... oso dunno wad happen... but i know these few days i got a very unsecure feeling... really bad feeling... when doing nth the feeling will come... hope it will go off soon... shoo!!

heh... got alot of things to write leh... but if really write will take long time so next time when feel lyk it den write ba... bye!!

RANDOM

2008-08-26T23:57:00.004+08:00

RANDOM

well... was aimlessly surfing net juz now while i was supposed to be studying... but ya u know me ah... fire under my butt alr still nt scared... ok but tat is nt the point i wanna pen down...

saw some friendster comments and i realised how childish I/we were in the past... wad phrase"owe me testimonial"... haha... does it rings a bell in your head? now friendster is one of the least website tat go into... my fav one is NTU website... which is the popular one... which i will go whenever i am online... see?? how much i liked it... u can never imagine it... maybe my NTU frens share the same hobby as me... ok off track again... wad i wanna say is... testimonial?? haha... last time dunno y we like to ask ppl for testimonial... want ppl to say good things abt u?? praise u??? den ownself heart v shuang and happy?? haha... weird... finally... i understand smth... y my testimonials are so little as compared to others... because i have nth good to write abt... so muz go "beg" ppl for testimonial by writing for ppl first... so ppl out of courtesy will return u one... haha... i guess this is the reason...

now we seldom go into friendster alr... the most u go in have a quick look and find nth interesting... out u go... whereas now ppl more frequent facebook lah... can see alot of photos from many many links... i tink tat is nt bad... and do bo liao stuffs... ok... i know... i am still as bo liao so i commented on ppl being bo liao and childish... haha... but these kind of friends finder website is really good to keep in touch with long lost friend... a bridging channel amongst friends tat are nt in singapore... nt bad ahh... world wide web...

haha... i sound lyk i am writing some essay or lit stuff... maybe i can change track to become a writer?? *puke* better not... too much broken english+singlish+hokkein+malay language liao... typical singaporean... ok crap finish.. gtg le... tata...

累了

2008-08-24T12:32:00.002+08:00

累了

我好累啊！一个人的感觉真不好受。i have been attending lectures and tutorials alone most of the time for the past few weeks... tats the problem with only me in EEE... in tutorial groups can see ppl mostly in cliques alr so i cant see how am i gg to join them... and not all tutorial groups we see the same ppl... so wad does that mean?? i got to move ard on my own... well... i tink tutorial alone still can be "forgiven"... even lectures i sit alone... but maybe tat is a good thing... no one for me to disturb... haha... sounds good rite... ha... hope it is really tat good... now i am struggling with the stupid modules (or it is me tat is stupid) and not many to ask... when i say not many really means not many... one hand count still have leftovers... tat is the best part... so good luck to me lor...

tis few weeks after attending de lessons... i was thinking... last time if i really insist on my stand... which is to quit school after sem 1 and attend SIM... what will i be doing now?? common engineering is the easiest out of 4 study year and i still get horrible results... so after sem 1 i continue on to sem 2... wow... even worse... dunno how the shit i studied... now continue to second yr sem 1... worse out of the worst... and i believe for later years... it will be worst out of the worst... haha or later years wont even come... dun want to get kicked out of school which is worse than dropping out... lyk tat no face and imagine spend so much money le den get kicked out... ok dun imagine... its a disastrous feeling...

i know lah... now complain oso no use... as if some god will fly down and help me pass my exams... but aiya... better write it down before i burst... well... forgive me for my crude language if it hurts your eye... oh ya i want to mention abt forensic science... hmmm... at nanyang audi and packed with ppl each time... i go find seat alone oso oni managed to find a seat after some asking... i believe there got too many unwanted ppl lor... if you guys want to go there and waste your time doing other stuffs... pls dun go... u are making other ppl seatless... y waste 3 hours there doing something else... well i know the seats are comfortable... nice air condition... but whenever i see wad u guys are doing i will feel so angry... especially the fact tat i am sitting alone and you all got the whole row full of friends... mentally unbalance... so dun let me see you guys again... better let this craze of crashing nanyang audi fade off soon...

k... enough of grieving and complaining... bye...

PUZZLED??!!!

2008-08-16T13:55:00.003+08:00

PUZZLED??!!!

i got this puzzle question from someone's blog... but i don't know the answer... haha... i keep tinking i muz be quite stupid because the person says when he hear tis qn he knew the answer on the spot... haha... maybe you all can help me with it? here goes:

You're stuck in a room.. and there are 2 doors to that room.. one would leads you to freedom, the other to your doom.. There are 2 ppl standing in front of the doors.. One is an angel who can only speak the truth, while the other is a Devil who can only lie..So here's the problem.. if you're only able to ask one of them (you don't know if its the angel of the devil you'd be asking) one question.. how do you determine which door is the one that'd would lead you to your freedom?

pls post the answer in my tagboard if u guys know anything... hee...

2008-08-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

DNA

well... DNA can be used to solve many many crimes... i didnt know tat we can calculate DNA to find out wad type of person am I... haha... got tis from SS blog... check tis out:
My personalDNA Report

tis is my test report... u can try it too:)

and here are some maps from the report:

MY LAST WORDS!!

2008-07-26T13:01:00.002+08:00

MY LAST WORDS!!

today i am gg to write something pessimistic but it is juz a thought of mine so dun have to care too much... haha... juz smth that comes into my mind out of the sudden... so here goes...

亲情，友情，爱情是我们生命中不可缺的东西。对吧？但是什么是最重要的呢？很多人一定会选着亲情除非是那些没血没泪的人，接下来就是友情吧除非是那些重色轻友的人，下来就是爱情了。但是我在想为什么是这样的排法呢？是理所当然的吗？应为经常听身边的人这么说？但也是有人把爱情放在第一位比亲情和爱情还要重要。但是当他们爱情一但没了就会发现原来自己根本是没有朋友了，但是会更加珍惜亲情因为亲人永远是站在你这边的。而把亲情放在第一位的就是一个想要时时刻刻都有一个避风港的人，爱情没了还可以找朋友，当觉得全世界的人都不要和你做朋友时，找亲人。

当自认她是你的好朋友的时候却发现一切都始终没有改变，还是停留在7，8年前的那种关系。这时我真的觉得心很痛，我不喜欢别人把我当透明人，至少不要在我的面前这样，至少不要让我知道，我选择什么都不知道。没关系，以后不需要听到无谓的敷衍，不喜欢我就不要约我不然我会一直看到你给我不爽的脸，对不起是我自己太厚脸皮。

haha... do i sound lyk i am gg to commit suicide and these are lyk my last words? haha... i wont take life so lightly one lah... there are still so many things out there for me to achieve... and i still have my family... having my parents and brother ard me is the best thing... and i know tat there are still many true friends with me... u know who u are... dun need to say out coz i shy... haha... when school reopen we still can go out play... haha... but not too much ah... haha... no more daidee and bridge... but i different course from u all.. muz remember to call me ahh... hahaha... okok... enough of all these... i tink i am too pessimistic at times... i better be crazy again den ppl ard me can go mad... haha... bye!!

DONG DONG DONG... KUISHIN BO...

2008-07-20T01:10:00.003+08:00

DONG DONG DONG... KUISHIN BO...

hoho... time for me to blog... ytd dinner at kuishin bo with friends was great... first time eat crabs until scared... but... i still want... i love to eat zim... steamed chilli black pepper etc... wahaha... more zim pls...

haha 2 more weeks and 1 day of holiday to go... haha... time is moving so slowly when u are slacking... well... i am juz wasting my life away... because time is not money time is life... when i waste time i waste life and in the end no money...

previously my trip to taiwan was cancelled and i felt mentally unbalance for quite a few days... i rmb juz right after booking of air tix tat night i online check the places to go in taipei... because i insisted on free and easy... which means i will be the tour guide... so i muz do some homework first... and only then i realised that july and august not a good time to taiwan beacuse typhoon could come anytime... so i abit regret but at the same i tink we wont be so suay to meet typhoon and we should be quite safe coz we wont be gg places near the sea or river or anything... juz mainly in taipei... so i have many reasons to convince myself and i did many preparation on how to go...

in the end the next morning i received a call from the agency saying there are no more vacancies in the hotel tat they allocated to us... i was thinking what the shit... alr confirm the thing y suddenly dun have... i believe they checked it online alr the day we booked... who knows suddenly they say dun have... dunno is their process slow or wad... den other hotels all fully booked except one ulu place in their biz district... then need to add one hundred dollars per person... so the deal is off... and we went down to the agency again to cancel... omg waste our time and money-- the parking fees... go in less than half hours $2.20... the previous day go in quite long only $2.40... dunno wad shit... tink liao oso angry...

most importantly the place stinks... smells of urine lor... really... my house toilet smells nicer... i keep thinking is it their toilets all never clean one or should i say no doors... i really wouldnt want to stay there for another minute... lyk any time i will faint because of that stinky smell... ewww... i wont go there again if i wanna find a travel agency... never mind... save money for a better trip next time... haha... now the deposit money still stuck at the agency... next week den can take... but the person haven call yet... and i say jokingly to my mum... scarly we go there the place no more liao... wahaha... choy lah... tis kind of thing wont happen to us... yupp...

alright i tink i type too much liao... tata.... bye!!! おやすみなさい

AUSTRALIA

2008-07-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

AUSTRALIA

yoohoo... my brother juz left for australia ard 3hrs ago... will be gg for a year for his bachelor degree in nursing... he said he may come back during the holidays but juz now while on the way to his airport... he suddenly say he will come back in december... haha... i tink my mum got feel abit happier... tink he coming back for christmas again... haha...

these few days alot ppl come to our house... haha... lyk chinese new year lyk tat... but the only diff is only my bro got ang bao i dun have=.= haha... but it is ok for me... these few days he always go out until v late den come home... haix... my mum wanted to talk to him but he lyk dun want to talk to him... mum was worried and his attitude towards her is so bad tat i felt so disappointed... at least he should talk to her nicely... not i want to say... but his church doesnt teach him abt filial piety meh... no offence to christians out there... but ya... feel weird... anyway... wish him all the best...

the feeling when he leaves for brunei more than one yr ago is back again... fear... but dunno abt wad... maybe is because i have a selfish thought tat no one from my family is to leave out of eyesight... ya i tink tat is the reason... hmmm... haha... siao rite...

haha... ytd i learn driving tat time quite sleepy... until when i waiting for the traffic light to turn green tat i didnt take notice... haha... heng only for a few seconds nia... if nt the cars behind sure horn me... and when the instructor close his eyes for a while while waiting i oso feel lyk closing my eyes too... haha... dun tempt me mah... dun drive if u drink.... dun drive if u are sleepy too... haha... anyway... last night is the earliest time i slept... 9pm... wahaha... and i didnt online... tonight my bad habit is back again... well... shall stop here... tata...

DRIVING LESSON

2008-06-27T14:31:00.003+08:00

DRIVING LESSON

i realised i didnt blog anything on my driving experience... 1st time i go very excited so find it very fun... second time i got to drive to ubi from amk and back to amk become nt very fun... palm keep sweating... and juz now was my third lesson... and tat almost scared the wits out of me... although stay in amk but is ard anderson jc tat area and so many students... and i lose control of the vehicle many times including left turn... haha... muz be thinking left turn oso can lose control... pro sia... and practise U turn many many times until i seh... but after learning U turn went back to the anderson jc there i tink i can control much better le... because after a difficult one tat seems easy... but still make many small blunders... i know where is my mistake liao... i grip the steering wheel too tightly so when i need to go back to a straight course i not enough time to turn back... hand will tangle... so now i know... muz relax and grip not too tightly... haha... next lesson will be a better one...

wa... i am so lousy sia... in everything... the steering and the stepping of the accelerator got problem one... once i lose control i tend to step hard on wherever my leg position is... so is either brake suddenly or move even faster and lose more control... luckily i didnt learn manual ah... if nt i learn for 1 yr oso nt enough ah... well... got my practical test date le... but i better not disclose it here... dun want too many to know... u all will know when the time comes... when i am frantic... haha... i prefer not to announce it out here... but tis test date is good one for the ubi driving centre... hope by then i able to control the car v well... pray hard hard... pls give me one time pass if nt everybody will laugh at me... auto cannot fail one...

haha... i feel so bad after driving everytime... because the steering wheel will be full of my sweat... the seat will so front(coz leg short ah) haha... den i tink he will have difficulty to put his legs in before adjusting... haha... haven learn parking all tis leh.. on the road alr lyk tis liao... but to look on a bright side... tis is only the third lesson... and to look on a darker side... tis is already the third lesson liao!!! haha... and i cant control the steering wheel?? ok lah... i am juz crapping...

ok... all of the above are nt in systematic order... because i wrote wad comes to my mind... haha... pls pardon me... so if see until v confused dun blame me ah... oh and i tink i am no longer a safety driver... not even myself is safe... tata!!!

LONELY

2008-06-26T02:29:00.002+08:00

LONELY

i felt so lonely all of the sudden... haix... maybe because of the streaming thing and cooping at home all day long tat affects my mood... felt so lousy... and got a kind of kena depression the feeling...

my streaming results shows i got into EEE... which was my last choice... haha... see how lousy my results is... well... tis reminds me of my lousy results which i had finally got over it after some time... now it has come back... and i am the only one tat gets into EEE amongst all my friends... which means i will be solo again... juz lyk tat time i juz entered sch... and i very scared of EEE which is v difficult tat i may nt be able to graduate... i tink i am too dependent of friends alr... now the feeling of going to be alone really sucks... will be all alone in the first week... will have to start knowing new friends...

my phone hasnt rang for lyk so long really make me feel tat i have no friends... although i knew tat they are ard me all the time but still i tink tat except for friends from NTU i oni have frens tat are countable with my 10 fingers... tis feeling is sucky... tis holiday i decided to chiong in learning driving so i decided not to work... now i regretted... i wanted to do events too... cooping at home all day long really sucks... especially when nobody jio u out... i know i am the only one slacking and ppl working really hard... but somehow sometimes tis feeling of no friends keep ringing in my head... maybe is because s'pore is too small for ppl to go... tis kind of mixed feelings oso difficult to write it down...

i am not blaming anybody but only myself... how bastard/bitch i was in the past tat in the end i have only one close friend from sec sch n one close friend from jc tat are beside me till now... and i really appreciate tat... but both attached and busy... so now in NTU i really appreciate those friends tat are ard me... i believe tat we dun met by coincidence but by fate... i dun wanna lose any of u guys... i tried v hard not to octracise anybody and i am happy tat i have alr overcome tis... but being unable to be studying tgt has alr been a fact so i oso cant do anything... everytime tis feeling really make me think back... well... it is amazing tat i didnt cry because i forbid myself to do so... i know my life is alr v pleasant and comfortable...

well... for all the above... u all can tink i am writing crap... tata...

HAPPY

2008-06-14T14:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx tis is the link to the quiz in my previous post... haha... now den put up... u all muz have tot wad is tat rite?? tats a quiz i did...

wahaha... today is a happy day... finally passed my advanced theory (2nd time)... haha... nth to be v happy of but still v happy... wahhaha... i immediately announce to a couple of ppl once i get my PDL... lucky i choose my test to be in the morning... if nt i gonna waste another day to go down n get PDL... phew... the office closes at 12.30pm... yeahh... i gonna be a driver... learning auto though... haha...

my brother bought me a new laptop from the pc show... NEC VERSA notebook... well... since he pays for it n i shldnt complain about it... n i have no say in it... when he make up his mind we cant change it... haha... i am hoping for a lighter one so i can bring to sch... but i tink it doesnt make a big diff... yeahh... new laptop... gonna take good care of it... since it is mine(evil rite?? meaning the old one i didnt take good care of it???) haha...

ytd went to a wedding dinner... my mum's market the fren de son wedding... so almost the whole market the ppl are invited... woo... rich sia... sell noodles can earn so much... haha... i was quite disappointed because all are waitress n no waiter n all are aunties... at least give me see chio bu oso can ma.. den the restaurant got 2 sides... my tis side the guests almost all uncles n aunties... make me feel down the whole night... haha... i love to go wedding dinner... because i lyk to see the handsome groom n pretty bride... makes me feel joyful... haha...

oh... n they show the love story of the bride n groom ytd... quite dramatic... they met when the bride serves as a promoter giving out free ice cream... haha... n the proposal is even more not romantic... the proposal is at a HDB ballot... they went past the place n the guy say y dun go in n take a look maybe can find a new flat... den while waiting... the girl ask the guy wad he gonna do with the new flat... n he says "renovate... get new funiture etc..." and the girl continue asking "after tat?" the guy say "file online lor" den de girl say file wad online? haha... the guy say ROM... haha... den the girl ask is he proposing to her? n he say sort of... so tis is how they got married... wahahaha.... see... it is so dramatic tat i can remember the details... a surprising thing i want to mention is that the chinese wedding dinner dragged for 5 yrs since they ROM in 2003... my mum say is because wait for the new flat... the new flat need 5yrs one mehh... haha... normally is one yr apart from ROM n wedding dinner... their relationship is really a long run... feel so happy for them... wahahha...

i got so many thoughts every time i came back from a wedding dinner... really wish the new couple can be happy... haha... n i love wedding dinner de food... wahaha... my family is so big tat got one yr i still rmb every few mths got one wedding dinner... eat until i scared to go ahh... but recently quieten down liao... haha... i go test food... next time i married know can go where... ahahha... think too much... ok... my essay shld be ending now... tata...

ABOUT ME

2008-06-09T11:12:00.001+08:00

ABOUT ME

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

FEELING SO SHITTY

2008-06-05T12:02:00.003+08:00

FEELING SO SHITTY

later on will be my jap oral test... but i have no mood to study for it... haix... still feeling shitty from the aftermath of knowing my results... i know i deserve it but nonetheless the shitty feeling is still there... forgive me for keep saying shitty but i tink tis is the best word to describe how i feel now... not very sad and not very happy... i tot i am supposed to be happy for passing physics 1 but i tink tis time round the paper is certainly alot easier than sem 1 but i still barely scraped thru...

tis sem gpa alone enough for me to get an academic warning... but lucky my sem 1 gpa moderate it but still dangerous... well... civil engineering here i come... civil eng alr diff to get job liao den still add one without honours... good luck to me after 3 yrs when i graduate... haha... maybe lyk i say i shld marry someone and be a housewife cum tai tai... wahaha... dream on man... as if got ppl want sia... if i go into mechanical engineering i tink i will suffer... because my physics really no good... although the payout is good but for my results sake... civil will be a better choice probably... haha... y am i saying tis man?? in other words i have no say in it... depends on the sch liao... haha... 99.99% guaranteed plus chop...

many ppl ask me to jiayou for next sem... i really appreciate tis goodwill... thanks:) we will be in different course next yr but still hope u all wont forget me... go out eat still muz call me k... haha... we might be seperated through different cliques lyk tis "bratz" movie tat shows... alright... shall stop here n prepare for last day of sch (except exam day)... will be gg to sch for 5 mins... 3hrs of travelling juz for 5mins oral test... haha... alright... tata...

FOR A FREN/SINGAPORE IS A GREAT PLACE

2008-05-31T12:59:00.002+08:00

FOR A FREN:

我并没有讨厌你或恨你。。。因为讨厌或恨一个人是很幼稚的。。。每个人都有缺点和优点所以我们应该设法让自己的优点胜于缺点。。。来掩饰自己不好的地方。。。我依然还把你当好朋友但是最近我选着了对你沉默。。。沉默的原因有很多不过重点是为了大家好。。。所谓的井水不犯河水。。。井水一犯河水后果将不堪设想。。。有可能会导致火山爆发。。。伤及到无辜的人就是我们身边的朋友。。。希望你会明白与谅解。。。

tis msg above is for my all time good fren... dun tink wrongly... i dunno whether u will see it but it is still my thoughts... my own journal... i know it is me tat cause all tis prob so i apologise to all my frens if i make the situation awkward... i have a bad temper... in order to control it i choose to be silent... recently i have been thinking tats y whenever i was in sch i refused to talk much... maybe it is still too much for u guys... haha... i dont know... i am trying to be friendly at the same time try to change my mindset... being frens are lyk tat... if u cant change ur fren u have to change how u tink... tis is how friendship last... well... if u still treat me as a fren... toast to a better friendship!!! if u started to treat me as a stranger... well... dun worry i wont hi as if we are v close but a hi is still a must for me:)

SINGAPORE IS A GREAT PLACE

we singaporean live in a comfort zone tat we always take things for granted... for example the water, no natural disaster, the cleaniness of the city etc... u all may wonder y i say tis... tis is because next monday my block is changing water tanks or pipes... there will be a water cut-off from 9am to 6pm... the thing tat bothers me most is how am i gg to wash up without water? i want my mother to fill a pail of tap water on standby... imagine whole singapore got cut-off from water supply wad will happened?? haha... i can imagine a mad rush in the grocery stores for mineral water... i tink tat is singaporeans... although this kind of thing is being cut to the very minimal but this doesnt mean tat it wont happen...

many singaporeans have tis thinking of emigrating to another country... i admit i have this thinking in the past... but not now... wads wrong with singapore?? everything is so nice here... the people the place... i felt v fortunate to be born here in singapore instead of other countries... if u emigrate to other countries... everything starts from scratch... are we singaporeans able to take it?? although we singapore unlike britain(am i right?? read this from social studies last time) which have so many subsidies for their citizens... our living is juz as good or i dare to say more fulfiling than theirs... seriously speaking some countries environment certainly attracts me but how am i gg to survive after living tis comfort zone?? do i sound patriotic here? haha... juz a thought...

ok... shall stop here... tata...

DISCLAIMER: ONLY FOR READERS WHO TREAT ME AS A FRIEND:)

2008-05-23T21:50:00.004+08:00

DISCLAIMER: ONLY FOR READERS WHO TREAT ME AS A FRIEND:)

i wanna blog tis b4 i forget... haha... juz a random thought while eating dinner juz now...

ermmm... some of us may not lyk certain kinds of ppl... i tink tat those ppl dat we dislike often are juz a mirror of ourselves... my ang moh language nt v gd so maybe u all wont get wad i mean... for example... ah lian dun lyk ah lian they always call each other "chao" ah lian... normally is referring to themselves... not particularly directing to ah lians... juz an example...

juz lyk me u see... i dun lyk ppl to be rude to me or disrepectful... but i am actually one of them if i think it through... yupp... so everytime i try nt to be so rude to ppl... coz i believe in karma too... haha... i always make fun of my frens who are "huge" in size... haha... i wouldnt be surprise if karma fells on me n i become a "huge" person too...

oh one more thing... i dun mind ppl who boast abt their achievement... at least they achieve something... i juz dun lyk to see ppl comment on how lousy a person is and comparing them to themselves... it juz irritates me whenever i hear tat... 讲自己的好就好不要批评别人... dun keep harping on irrelevant stuffs...

N u know wad... i decide to blog in chinese for this... for better understanding... 通常人家都不会记得一个人的成就，但是只要一个人犯错或做一样丢脸的事，人家就会记得一辈子，永远不会给你一个改过或辨解的机会... in other words... condemmed u forever for juz a mistake... juz lyk if u dun lyk me there is no other ways tat u can accept u as a fren... because ppl wont look at the good side whereas will always tink of u as a bad person... tis is something to do with our thinking...

i often ask myself... am i a person tat can take jokes?? or ppl tink tat it is a joke but i tink tat it is an insult?? or maybe it is juz me dat is too sensitive... recently i realised tat i cant stand a person... tat is my own problem or wad because we were such good frens but everytime my blood pressure will go v high n will feel lyk scolding vulgarities... but i told myself nt to n control it... well... i tink it is juz me... need time to cool down n tink of ppl good points... i will be fine...

i realised i wrote lyk an essay again... haha... well... shld i S/U my jap? i really scared... well shall see how... tata... happy reading... oh... n if u dun lyk me n u are reading tis blog... well... cant blame me if u hate me further... shldnt have read it in the first place because lyk wad i have said... if u dislike someone no matter wad he or she do u will still dislike her... so reading tis blog wont make u lyk me... haha... if u want to try to like me... well.... change ur mindset b4 reading:)

RANDOM TALK

2008-05-10T02:27:00.003+08:00

RANDOM TALK

after 4 days of jap i feel a sense of achievement... ahaha... although the words that i know are still limited... but at least i knew some rite???? haha... forgive me for keep repeating the jap words... because those are the limited words tat i know... haha... jap class was fun... made some new frens... n our tutor ITO sensei is a cute lady n she gets "high" easily... overall she is friendly n patient and not at all intimidating... but there are two tutors that sits behind the class to observe how my tutor teach the class i guess... haha... imagine when 3 tutors walking ard the class when we are put to interact with one another... all are nice... but hor... except for one person tat i cant stand... ahaha... ask me personally and i will tell u y...

oh n my brother is coming back... from brunei... on 13th may... wow... time really flies... 1yr plus have flew past since he went to brunei for NS... time really flies with a blink of the eye... n i realised something... i survived through yr1 of NTU... haha... n i mean the travelling... to think i travelled for almost 3hrs a day to n fro from sch... wow... tat really thrills me... n i survived through it... haha...

my bro again will be flying off in july when he comes back... will be gg to australia to study... i wished to go with him too 4 a holiday i mean... it will be winter in july... n there will be snow snow snow... wow... but... dunno whether get to go not... anyway... i will be there one day... gg to tour the world...

have been having weird dreams lately... and last night i have a dream that seems to be so clear to me as if it is real n part of my daily life and i can still rmb the dream till now... hmmm... does this mean smth?? well... shall stop here... bye!! sayonara!!

p.s i tink my links and profile will be empty till i change my blogskin... haha... but it doesnt matter anyway right?? nobody will care one... haha...

I LOVE JAP!!!

2008-05-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

I LOVE JAP!!!

well... 2nd day of jap is slightly better... haha... maybe because i am prepared b4 gg and things seems to be clearer but at the same time confusing... haha... contradicting rite... u need to put urself into my shoes then u will know...

ehhh... an outing planned by me on thurs... or shld i say in the midst of planning... but seems to be me the one tat is creating problems for myself... haha... because the others all say anything... wanted steamboat at first but many tink tat it is quite dumb to eat steamboat in such a hot weather... n dennis is sick... dun wanna catch his virus... eeyer... haha... so i tink some jap place will be fine... sort of have a conclusion in my mind liao... but being a courteous person... haha... i still asked for confirmation from others... dun want ppl to be unhappy... although u guys say anything but hu knows rite?? haha...

and one thing i wanna say is... i still haven found a driving instructor... got ppl can intro?? zzz... i really envy of ppl who can drive and could drive to sch... jealous sia... haha... n u know hu u are... i oso want to drive to sch... these two days end sch at 5.30pm or even earlier... sch still got many ppl sia... always got to squeeze up the bus... after tat is squeeze up the train... after tat is stand all the way until dunno where den got seat... if i know how to drive... haiz... things will be different... somedays maybe can "borrow" car from my father... but not complaining... i oni have myself to blame... ahaha... jealous jealous... eye red...

oh... one thing i wanna say... y always those ppl on the streets doing survey or promoting stuffs lyk to approach me ah?? is it because i look rich?? haha... so many ppl walking lyk to choose me... listen up... i am poor ok... no money... dun approach me... haha... maybe not promoting stuff n doing survey... oso dun approach me ok... i am always in a rush... haha... time precious... recently got one smrt credit card one... i juz alighted from 179 den the person approach me... hey... i haven 21 yrs old ok... i dun look tat old... i am still 19... i am a student no income... see alight from 179 still approach... haha... i tink i look lyk a v smart person-professor maybe... haha...

haha... i tink my bad habit comes again... blogging lyk writing essay... haha... shall stop here...

bye!!

FIRST DAY OF JAP LESSON

2008-05-05T23:13:00.003+08:00

FIRST DAY OF JAP LESSON

i was supposed to be writing my hiragana 习字 but i decided to take a little break... 20 consonents took me so much time... zzz...

well... first day of jap lesson... n i feel tat its terrible alr... with my poor memory i keep forgetting wad the tutor teaches... hoho... good luck to me... n there will be a small test tml... i have a very strong feeling tat i will SU it in the end...

speaking is fun but not writing... it is horrible... i heard from my aunt that learning jap is very fun n easy coz most words are similar to hokkein... because both jap n hokkein originated from the same part of china-xi an... hmmm... interesting rite??? i rmb got one word tat i learn in class today is sound lyk hokkein... but i 4got wad is it... haha...

back to studying jap... one mth to master it... chiong ahh...

bye!!!

A Fresh New Start

2008-05-04T15:50:00.003+08:00

A Fresh New Start

As seen from the title... my blog is revived... haha... i deleted all my previous posts because i tink tat i was really childish in the past... complaining here and there... which makes ppl dislike me... haha...

anyway... i was too bored tats y i intend to make change to my blog... but can someone help me with the links all these?? i cant do it myself... it reminds me of computing... which is hell for me... zzz...

well... tml will be the start of my jap elective lesson... after the "long" holidays which is one week since last paper... haha... n i know nuts abt it... the writing is terrible and horrigible... gave me a scare... anyway... hope i survive... hehe... anyway... i almost fainted when i heard about the ironman movie tat there is a scene after the credits part... wad de hell is tat... always do this kind of things n cheat our money... haha... i believed many ppl will be angry...

well... got nth to blog liao... shall blog next time... tata to those who read my blog... haha... bye!!!

p.s i finally know the real word for p.s which is post-script.... errmmm... dunno who lie to me tat it stands for personal secret... i tink it is quite true too... haha... tat will be my personal secret dun tell anybody ya... haha...

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RANDOM TALK

I LOVE JAP!!!

FIRST DAY OF JAP LESSON

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