Saturday, September 27, 2008Y
HAPPY OR UNHAPPY?hoho... i am here to blog lo... have been lazy all these while (as if i was hardworking b4)... haha... anyway... my 20th bday juz past... many many thanks to ppl who make tis bday a memorable one... To: Rachel Joey Joy Eugene and Sir Seng (排名不分先后）,thanks for the presents and dinner at chomp chomp... crapping alot as usual... but tat really takes stress off to gather tgt once in a while... To: Corrine, thanks for accompanying me the whole day... haha... as usual took alot of idiotic pics... will try to upload them up later if it doesnt take too long and if i rmb how to...
ok... i v de "fan" these few days because of my driving... omg... really is long time nv get scolded until ji tao shoot into my heart ahh... pain sia... seriously no kidding... i know these scolding really can wake me up so i am not angry at all... but disappointed in myself... IQ zero or smth... so saddened... i dun wish to have high expectations because 期望越高 失望越大 but if nv have expectations how can i succeed?? i tink the oni way now is to try and do my v best liao... i dun wish to give up... spend so much money alr leh... how am i gg to give it all up? such a waste... if i fail i will retaking until old oso muz take ahh... haha... provided i have enough money la... all the scoldings really reflects my personalities... i tink the problem really lies with me... hurr... pig head... so easy stuff took so long to learn... the phrase tat hurt me most is "you so young still take so long to learn a thing... even an 80 yr old lady can drive better than you" wa... can see my heart splurting blood... the thing is tat tat day is oni my 2nd time into the circuit and the first one is ages ago... how will i rmb man... sad... slow reaction oso... i cant deny the fact that i am a slow 3 beat person since young... muz be smth wrong with my brain... head so big but brain so small... slow learner and slow reaction... juz one word: stupid... hurr... scolding myself makes me feel more miserable but relieving at the same time... finding excuses for nt being able to drive well... ha... great...
watched the F1 practise race live on channel 5 juz now... cool man... but tink something wrong with the structure of the race track ahh... got one racer drive towards the wrong direction... and he got to U-turn... wa... the U-turn is so damn shuai lah... zoom... they should block tat extra road so ppl wont get mixed... i tink the arrows on the road oso will affect dao the racer... coz the arrows are in opposite direction... is tat y the racer go wrong side because he follow the arrows? haha... den i tink the track too narrow or maybe it is lyk tat in all F1 racing i am nt sure because of the fast speed... tat the racers could not turn properly and almost or touched the fencing... dangerous leh... woohoo... shuai... tml and sunday still have... muz stay tuned to channel 5... yea... watching this uplifted my mood once again... i love cars... who wants to go to the car exhibition?? saw one car ytd on the news... able to drive on land and in water... i want one... haha...
i decided not to upload the pics le... because it takes a freaking long time... so wait for corrine to upload ba... or all dun upload... haha.. coz it is too personal le... k le... bye bye...
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