累了我好累啊！一个人的感觉真不好受。i have been attending lectures and tutorials alone most of the time for the past few weeks... tats the problem with only me in EEE... in tutorial groups can see ppl mostly in cliques alr so i cant see how am i gg to join them... and not all tutorial groups we see the same ppl... so wad does that mean?? i got to move ard on my own... well... i tink tutorial alone still can be "forgiven"... even lectures i sit alone... but maybe tat is a good thing... no one for me to disturb... haha... sounds good rite... ha... hope it is really tat good... now i am struggling with the stupid modules (or it is me tat is stupid) and not many to ask... when i say not many really means not many... one hand count still have leftovers... tat is the best part... so good luck to me lor...
tis few weeks after attending de lessons... i was thinking... last time if i really insist on my stand... which is to quit school after sem 1 and attend SIM... what will i be doing now?? common engineering is the easiest out of 4 study year and i still get horrible results... so after sem 1 i continue on to sem 2... wow... even worse... dunno how the shit i studied... now continue to second yr sem 1... worse out of the worst... and i believe for later years... it will be worst out of the worst... haha or later years wont even come... dun want to get kicked out of school which is worse than dropping out... lyk tat no face and imagine spend so much money le den get kicked out... ok dun imagine... its a disastrous feeling...
i know lah... now complain oso no use... as if some god will fly down and help me pass my exams... but aiya... better write it down before i burst... well... forgive me for my crude language if it hurts your eye... oh ya i want to mention abt forensic science... hmmm... at nanyang audi and packed with ppl each time... i go find seat alone oso oni managed to find a seat after some asking... i believe there got too many unwanted ppl lor... if you guys want to go there and waste your time doing other stuffs... pls dun go... u are making other ppl seatless... y waste 3 hours there doing something else... well i know the seats are comfortable... nice air condition... but whenever i see wad u guys are doing i will feel so angry... especially the fact tat i am sitting alone and you all got the whole row full of friends... mentally unbalance... so dun let me see you guys again... better let this craze of crashing nanyang audi fade off soon...
k... enough of grieving and complaining... bye...
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