MY LAST WORDS!!today i am gg to write something pessimistic but it is juz a thought of mine so dun have to care too much... haha... juz smth that comes into my mind out of the sudden... so here goes...
亲情，友情，爱情 是我们生命中不可缺的东西。对吧？但是什么是最重要的呢？很多人一定会选着亲情除非是那些没血没泪的人，接下来就是友情吧除非是那些重色轻友的人，下来就是爱情了。但是我在想为什么是这样的排法呢？是理所当然的吗？应为经常听身边的人这么说？但也是有人把爱情放在第一位比亲情和爱情还要重要。但是当他们爱情一但没了就会发现原来自己根本是没有朋友了，但是会更加珍惜亲情因为亲人永远是站在你这边的。而把亲情放在第一位的就是一个想要时时刻刻都有一个避风港的人，爱情没了还可以找朋友，当觉得全世界的人都不要和你做朋友时，找亲人。
当自认她是你的好朋友的时候却发现一切都始终没有改变，还是停留在7，8年前的那种关系。这时我真的觉得心很痛，我不喜欢别人把我当透明人，至少不要在我的面前这样，至少不要让我知道，我选择什么都不知道。没关系，以后不需要听到无谓的敷衍，不喜欢我就不要约我不然我会一直看到你给我不爽的脸，对不起是我自己太厚脸皮。
haha... do i sound lyk i am gg to commit suicide and these are lyk my last words? haha... i wont take life so lightly one lah... there are still so many things out there for me to achieve... and i still have my family... having my parents and brother ard me is the best thing... and i know tat there are still many true friends with me... u know who u are... dun need to say out coz i shy... haha... when school reopen we still can go out play... haha... but not too much ah... haha... no more daidee and bridge... but i different course from u all.. muz remember to call me ahh... hahaha... okok... enough of all these... i tink i am too pessimistic at times... i better be crazy again den ppl ard me can go mad... haha... bye!!
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DONG DONG DONG... KUISHIN BO...hoho... time for me to blog... ytd dinner at kuishin bo with friends was great... first time eat crabs until scared... but... i still want... i love to eat zim... steamed chilli black pepper etc... wahaha... more zim pls...
haha 2 more weeks and 1 day of holiday to go... haha... time is moving so slowly when u are slacking... well... i am juz wasting my life away... because time is not money time is life... when i waste time i waste life and in the end no money...
previously my trip to taiwan was cancelled and i felt mentally unbalance for quite a few days... i rmb juz right after booking of air tix tat night i online check the places to go in taipei... because i insisted on free and easy... which means i will be the tour guide... so i muz do some homework first... and only then i realised that july and august not a good time to taiwan beacuse typhoon could come anytime... so i abit regret but at the same i tink we wont be so suay to meet typhoon and we should be quite safe coz we wont be gg places near the sea or river or anything... juz mainly in taipei... so i have many reasons to convince myself and i did many preparation on how to go...
in the end the next morning i received a call from the agency saying there are no more vacancies in the hotel tat they allocated to us... i was thinking what the shit... alr confirm the thing y suddenly dun have... i believe they checked it online alr the day we booked... who knows suddenly they say dun have... dunno is their process slow or wad... den other hotels all fully booked except one ulu place in their biz district... then need to add one hundred dollars per person... so the deal is off... and we went down to the agency again to cancel... omg waste our time and money-- the parking fees... go in less than half hours $2.20... the previous day go in quite long only $2.40... dunno wad shit... tink liao oso angry...
most importantly the place stinks... smells of urine lor... really... my house toilet smells nicer... i keep thinking is it their toilets all never clean one or should i say no doors... i really wouldnt want to stay there for another minute... lyk any time i will faint because of that stinky smell... ewww... i wont go there again if i wanna find a travel agency... never mind... save money for a better trip next time... haha... now the deposit money still stuck at the agency... next week den can take... but the person haven call yet... and i say jokingly to my mum... scarly we go there the place no more liao... wahaha... choy lah... tis kind of thing wont happen to us... yupp...
alright i tink i type too much liao... tata.... bye!!! おやすみなさい
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AUSTRALIAyoohoo... my brother juz left for australia ard 3hrs ago... will be gg for a year for his bachelor degree in nursing... he said he may come back during the holidays but juz now while on the way to his airport... he suddenly say he will come back in december... haha... i tink my mum got feel abit happier... tink he coming back for christmas again... haha...
these few days alot ppl come to our house... haha... lyk chinese new year lyk tat... but the only diff is only my bro got ang bao i dun have=.= haha... but it is ok for me... these few days he always go out until v late den come home... haix... my mum wanted to talk to him but he lyk dun want to talk to him... mum was worried and his attitude towards her is so bad tat i felt so disappointed... at least he should talk to her nicely... not i want to say... but his church doesnt teach him abt filial piety meh... no offence to christians out there... but ya... feel weird... anyway... wish him all the best...
the feeling when he leaves for brunei more than one yr ago is back again... fear... but dunno abt wad... maybe is because i have a selfish thought tat no one from my family is to leave out of eyesight... ya i tink tat is the reason... hmmm... haha... siao rite...
haha... ytd i learn driving tat time quite sleepy... until when i waiting for the traffic light to turn green tat i didnt take notice... haha... heng only for a few seconds nia... if nt the cars behind sure horn me... and when the instructor close his eyes for a while while waiting i oso feel lyk closing my eyes too... haha... dun tempt me mah... dun drive if u drink.... dun drive if u are sleepy too... haha... anyway... last night is the earliest time i slept... 9pm... wahaha... and i didnt online... tonight my bad habit is back again... well... shall stop here... tata...
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