DRIVING LESSONi realised i didnt blog anything on my driving experience... 1st time i go very excited so find it very fun... second time i got to drive to ubi from amk and back to amk become nt very fun... palm keep sweating... and juz now was my third lesson... and tat almost scared the wits out of me... although stay in amk but is ard anderson jc tat area and so many students... and i lose control of the vehicle many times including left turn... haha... muz be thinking left turn oso can lose control... pro sia... and practise U turn many many times until i seh... but after learning U turn went back to the anderson jc there i tink i can control much better le... because after a difficult one tat seems easy... but still make many small blunders... i know where is my mistake liao... i grip the steering wheel too tightly so when i need to go back to a straight course i not enough time to turn back... hand will tangle... so now i know... muz relax and grip not too tightly... haha... next lesson will be a better one...
wa... i am so lousy sia... in everything... the steering and the stepping of the accelerator got problem one... once i lose control i tend to step hard on wherever my leg position is... so is either brake suddenly or move even faster and lose more control... luckily i didnt learn manual ah... if nt i learn for 1 yr oso nt enough ah... well... got my practical test date le... but i better not disclose it here... dun want too many to know... u all will know when the time comes... when i am frantic... haha... i prefer not to announce it out here... but tis test date is good one for the ubi driving centre... hope by then i able to control the car v well... pray hard hard... pls give me one time pass if nt everybody will laugh at me... auto cannot fail one...
haha... i feel so bad after driving everytime... because the steering wheel will be full of my sweat... the seat will so front(coz leg short ah) haha... den i tink he will have difficulty to put his legs in before adjusting... haha... haven learn parking all tis leh.. on the road alr lyk tis liao... but to look on a bright side... tis is only the third lesson... and to look on a darker side... tis is already the third lesson liao!!! haha... and i cant control the steering wheel?? ok lah... i am juz crapping...
ok... all of the above are nt in systematic order... because i wrote wad comes to my mind... haha... pls pardon me... so if see until v confused dun blame me ah... oh and i tink i am no longer a safety driver... not even myself is safe... tata!!!
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LONELYi felt so lonely all of the sudden... haix... maybe because of the streaming thing and cooping at home all day long tat affects my mood... felt so lousy... and got a kind of kena depression the feeling...
my streaming results shows i got into EEE... which was my last choice... haha... see how lousy my results is... well... tis reminds me of my lousy results which i had finally got over it after some time... now it has come back... and i am the only one tat gets into EEE amongst all my friends... which means i will be solo again... juz lyk tat time i juz entered sch... and i very scared of EEE which is v difficult tat i may nt be able to graduate... i tink i am too dependent of friends alr... now the feeling of going to be alone really sucks... will be all alone in the first week... will have to start knowing new friends...
my phone hasnt rang for lyk so long really make me feel tat i have no friends... although i knew tat they are ard me all the time but still i tink tat except for friends from NTU i oni have frens tat are countable with my 10 fingers... tis feeling is sucky... tis holiday i decided to chiong in learning driving so i decided not to work... now i regretted... i wanted to do events too... cooping at home all day long really sucks... especially when nobody jio u out... i know i am the only one slacking and ppl working really hard... but somehow sometimes tis feeling of no friends keep ringing in my head... maybe is because s'pore is too small for ppl to go... tis kind of mixed feelings oso difficult to write it down...
i am not blaming anybody but only myself... how bastard/bitch i was in the past tat in the end i have only one close friend from sec sch n one close friend from jc tat are beside me till now... and i really appreciate tat... but both attached and busy... so now in NTU i really appreciate those friends tat are ard me... i believe tat we dun met by coincidence but by fate... i dun wanna lose any of u guys... i tried v hard not to octracise anybody and i am happy tat i have alr overcome tis... but being unable to be studying tgt has alr been a fact so i oso cant do anything... everytime tis feeling really make me think back... well... it is amazing tat i didnt cry because i forbid myself to do so... i know my life is alr v pleasant and comfortable...
well... for all the above... u all can tink i am writing crap... tata...
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HAPPYhttp://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx tis is the link to the quiz in my previous post... haha... now den put up... u all muz have tot wad is tat rite?? tats a quiz i did...
wahaha... today is a happy day... finally passed my advanced theory (2nd time)... haha... nth to be v happy of but still v happy... wahhaha... i immediately announce to a couple of ppl once i get my PDL... lucky i choose my test to be in the morning... if nt i gonna waste another day to go down n get PDL... phew... the office closes at 12.30pm... yeahh... i gonna be a driver... learning auto though... haha...
my brother bought me a new laptop from the pc show... NEC VERSA notebook... well... since he pays for it n i shldnt complain about it... n i have no say in it... when he make up his mind we cant change it... haha... i am hoping for a lighter one so i can bring to sch... but i tink it doesnt make a big diff... yeahh... new laptop... gonna take good care of it... since it is mine(evil rite?? meaning the old one i didnt take good care of it???) haha...
ytd went to a wedding dinner... my mum's market the fren de son wedding... so almost the whole market the ppl are invited... woo... rich sia... sell noodles can earn so much... haha... i was quite disappointed because all are waitress n no waiter n all are aunties... at least give me see chio bu oso can ma.. den the restaurant got 2 sides... my tis side the guests almost all uncles n aunties... make me feel down the whole night... haha... i love to go wedding dinner... because i lyk to see the handsome groom n pretty bride... makes me feel joyful... haha...
oh... n they show the love story of the bride n groom ytd... quite dramatic... they met when the bride serves as a promoter giving out free ice cream... haha... n the proposal is even more not romantic... the proposal is at a HDB ballot... they went past the place n the guy say y dun go in n take a look maybe can find a new flat... den while waiting... the girl ask the guy wad he gonna do with the new flat... n he says "renovate... get new funiture etc..." and the girl continue asking "after tat?" the guy say "file online lor" den de girl say file wad online? haha... the guy say ROM... haha... den the girl ask is he proposing to her? n he say sort of... so tis is how they got married... wahahaha.... see... it is so dramatic tat i can remember the details... a surprising thing i want to mention is that the chinese wedding dinner dragged for 5 yrs since they ROM in 2003... my mum say is because wait for the new flat... the new flat need 5yrs one mehh... haha... normally is one yr apart from ROM n wedding dinner... their relationship is really a long run... feel so happy for them... wahahha...
i got so many thoughts every time i came back from a wedding dinner... really wish the new couple can be happy... haha... n i love wedding dinner de food... wahaha... my family is so big tat got one yr i still rmb every few mths got one wedding dinner... eat until i scared to go ahh... but recently quieten down liao... haha... i go test food... next time i married know can go where... ahahha... think too much... ok... my essay shld be ending now... tata...
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ABOUT MEYour view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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FEELING SO SHITTYlater on will be my jap oral test... but i have no mood to study for it... haix... still feeling shitty from the aftermath of knowing my results... i know i deserve it but nonetheless the shitty feeling is still there... forgive me for keep saying shitty but i tink tis is the best word to describe how i feel now... not very sad and not very happy... i tot i am supposed to be happy for passing physics 1 but i tink tis time round the paper is certainly alot easier than sem 1 but i still barely scraped thru...
tis sem gpa alone enough for me to get an academic warning... but lucky my sem 1 gpa moderate it but still dangerous... well... civil engineering here i come... civil eng alr diff to get job liao den still add one without honours... good luck to me after 3 yrs when i graduate... haha... maybe lyk i say i shld marry someone and be a housewife cum tai tai... wahaha... dream on man... as if got ppl want sia... if i go into mechanical engineering i tink i will suffer... because my physics really no good... although the payout is good but for my results sake... civil will be a better choice probably... haha... y am i saying tis man?? in other words i have no say in it... depends on the sch liao... haha... 99.99% guaranteed plus chop...
many ppl ask me to jiayou for next sem... i really appreciate tis goodwill... thanks:) we will be in different course next yr but still hope u all wont forget me... go out eat still muz call me k... haha... we might be seperated through different cliques lyk tis "bratz" movie tat shows... alright... shall stop here n prepare for last day of sch (except exam day)... will be gg to sch for 5 mins... 3hrs of travelling juz for 5mins oral test... haha... alright... tata...
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