FOR A FREN:

我并没有讨厌你或恨你。。。因为讨厌或恨一个人是很幼稚的。。。 每个人都有缺点和优点所以我们应该设法让自己的优点胜于缺点。。。 来掩饰自己不好的地方。。。我依然还把你当好朋友但是最近我选着了对你沉默。。。沉默的原因有很多不过重点是为了大家好。。。所谓的井水不犯河水。。。井水一犯河水后果将不堪设想。。。有可能会导致火山爆发。。。伤及到无辜的人就是我们身边的朋友。。。希望你会明白与谅解。。。

tis msg above is for my all time good fren... dun tink wrongly... i dunno whether u will see it but it is still my thoughts... my own journal... i know it is me tat cause all tis prob so i apologise to all my frens if i make the situation awkward... i have a bad temper... in order to control it i choose to be silent... recently i have been thinking tats y whenever i was in sch i refused to talk much... maybe it is still too much for u guys... haha... i dont know... i am trying to be friendly at the same time try to change my mindset... being frens are lyk tat... if u cant change ur fren u have to change how u tink... tis is how friendship last... well... if u still treat me as a fren... toast to a better friendship!!! if u started to treat me as a stranger... well... dun worry i wont hi as if we are v close but a hi is still a must for me:)

SINGAPORE IS A GREAT PLACE

we singaporean live in a comfort zone tat we always take things for granted... for example the water, no natural disaster, the cleaniness of the city etc... u all may wonder y i say tis... tis is because next monday my block is changing water tanks or pipes... there will be a water cut-off from 9am to 6pm... the thing tat bothers me most is how am i gg to wash up without water? i want my mother to fill a pail of tap water on standby... imagine whole singapore got cut-off from water supply wad will happened?? haha... i can imagine a mad rush in the grocery stores for mineral water... i tink tat is singaporeans... although this kind of thing is being cut to the very minimal but this doesnt mean tat it wont happen...

many singaporeans have tis thinking of emigrating to another country... i admit i have this thinking in the past... but not now... wads wrong with singapore?? everything is so nice here... the people the place... i felt v fortunate to be born here in singapore instead of other countries... if u emigrate to other countries... everything starts from scratch... are we singaporeans able to take it?? although we singapore unlike britain(am i right?? read this from social studies last time) which have so many subsidies for their citizens... our living is juz as good or i dare to say more fulfiling than theirs... seriously speaking some countries environment certainly attracts me but how am i gg to survive after living tis comfort zone?? do i sound patriotic here? haha... juz a thought...

ok... shall stop here... tata...

DISCLAIMER: ONLY FOR READERS WHO TREAT ME AS A FRIEND:)

i wanna blog tis b4 i forget... haha... juz a random thought while eating dinner juz now...

ermmm... some of us may not lyk certain kinds of ppl... i tink tat those ppl dat we dislike often are juz a mirror of ourselves... my ang moh language nt v gd so maybe u all wont get wad i mean... for example... ah lian dun lyk ah lian they always call each other "chao" ah lian... normally is referring to themselves... not particularly directing to ah lians... juz an example...

juz lyk me u see... i dun lyk ppl to be rude to me or disrepectful... but i am actually one of them if i think it through... yupp... so everytime i try nt to be so rude to ppl... coz i believe in karma too... haha... i always make fun of my frens who are "huge" in size... haha... i wouldnt be surprise if karma fells on me n i become a "huge" person too...

oh one more thing... i dun mind ppl who boast abt their achievement... at least they achieve something... i juz dun lyk to see ppl comment on how lousy a person is and comparing them to themselves... it juz irritates me whenever i hear tat... 讲自己的好就好 不要批评别人... dun keep harping on irrelevant stuffs...

N u know wad... i decide to blog in chinese for this... for better understanding... 通常人家都不会记得一个人的成就，但是只要一个人犯错或做一样丢脸的事，人家就会记得一辈子，永远不会给你一个改过或辨解的机会... in other words... condemmed u forever for juz a mistake... juz lyk if u dun lyk me there is no other ways tat u can accept u as a fren... because ppl wont look at the good side whereas will always tink of u as a bad person... tis is something to do with our thinking...

i often ask myself... am i a person tat can take jokes?? or ppl tink tat it is a joke but i tink tat it is an insult?? or maybe it is juz me dat is too sensitive... recently i realised tat i cant stand a person... tat is my own problem or wad because we were such good frens but everytime my blood pressure will go v high n will feel lyk scolding vulgarities... but i told myself nt to n control it... well... i tink it is juz me... need time to cool down n tink of ppl good points... i will be fine...

i realised i wrote lyk an essay again... haha... well... shld i S/U my jap? i really scared... well shall see how... tata... happy reading... oh... n if u dun lyk me n u are reading tis blog... well... cant blame me if u hate me further... shldnt have read it in the first place because lyk wad i have said... if u dislike someone no matter wad he or she do u will still dislike her... so reading tis blog wont make u lyk me... haha... if u want to try to like me... well.... change ur mindset b4 reading:)

RANDOM TALK



after 4 days of jap i feel a sense of achievement... ahaha... although the words that i know are still limited... but at least i knew some rite???? haha... forgive me for keep repeating the jap words... because those are the limited words tat i know... haha... jap class was fun... made some new frens... n our tutor ITO sensei is a cute lady n she gets "high" easily... overall she is friendly n patient and not at all intimidating... but there are two tutors that sits behind the class to observe how my tutor teach the class i guess... haha... imagine when 3 tutors walking ard the class when we are put to interact with one another... all are nice... but hor... except for one person tat i cant stand... ahaha... ask me personally and i will tell u y...



oh n my brother is coming back... from brunei... on 13th may... wow... time really flies... 1yr plus have flew past since he went to brunei for NS... time really flies with a blink of the eye... n i realised something... i survived through yr1 of NTU... haha... n i mean the travelling... to think i travelled for almost 3hrs a day to n fro from sch... wow... tat really thrills me... n i survived through it... haha...



my bro again will be flying off in july when he comes back... will be gg to australia to study... i wished to go with him too 4 a holiday i mean... it will be winter in july... n there will be snow snow snow... wow... but... dunno whether get to go not... anyway... i will be there one day... gg to tour the world...



have been having weird dreams lately... and last night i have a dream that seems to be so clear to me as if it is real n part of my daily life and i can still rmb the dream till now... hmmm... does this mean smth?? well... shall stop here... bye!! sayonara!!



p.s i tink my links and profile will be empty till i change my blogskin... haha... but it doesnt matter anyway right?? nobody will care one... haha...

I LOVE JAP!!!

well... 2nd day of jap is slightly better... haha... maybe because i am prepared b4 gg and things seems to be clearer but at the same time confusing... haha... contradicting rite... u need to put urself into my shoes then u will know...

ehhh... an outing planned by me on thurs... or shld i say in the midst of planning... but seems to be me the one tat is creating problems for myself... haha... because the others all say anything... wanted steamboat at first but many tink tat it is quite dumb to eat steamboat in such a hot weather... n dennis is sick... dun wanna catch his virus... eeyer... haha... so i tink some jap place will be fine... sort of have a conclusion in my mind liao... but being a courteous person... haha... i still asked for confirmation from others... dun want ppl to be unhappy... although u guys say anything but hu knows rite?? haha...

and one thing i wanna say is... i still haven found a driving instructor... got ppl can intro?? zzz... i really envy of ppl who can drive and could drive to sch... jealous sia... haha... n u know hu u are... i oso want to drive to sch... these two days end sch at 5.30pm or even earlier... sch still got many ppl sia... always got to squeeze up the bus... after tat is squeeze up the train... after tat is stand all the way until dunno where den got seat... if i know how to drive... haiz... things will be different... somedays maybe can "borrow" car from my father... but not complaining... i oni have myself to blame... ahaha... jealous jealous... eye red...

oh... one thing i wanna say... y always those ppl on the streets doing survey or promoting stuffs lyk to approach me ah?? is it because i look rich?? haha... so many ppl walking lyk to choose me... listen up... i am poor ok... no money... dun approach me... haha... maybe not promoting stuff n doing survey... oso dun approach me ok... i am always in a rush... haha... time precious... recently got one smrt credit card one... i juz alighted from 179 den the person approach me... hey... i haven 21 yrs old ok... i dun look tat old... i am still 19... i am a student no income... see alight from 179 still approach... haha... i tink i look lyk a v smart person-professor maybe... haha...

haha... i tink my bad habit comes again... blogging lyk writing essay... haha... shall stop here...

bye!!

FIRST DAY OF JAP LESSON

i was supposed to be writing my hiragana 习字 but i decided to take a little break... 20 consonents took me so much time... zzz...

well... first day of jap lesson... n i feel tat its terrible alr... with my poor memory i keep forgetting wad the tutor teaches... hoho... good luck to me... n there will be a small test tml... i have a very strong feeling tat i will SU it in the end...

speaking is fun but not writing... it is horrible... i heard from my aunt that learning jap is very fun n easy coz most words are similar to hokkein... because both jap n hokkein originated from the same part of china-xi an... hmmm... interesting rite??? i rmb got one word tat i learn in class today is sound lyk hokkein... but i 4got wad is it... haha...

back to studying jap... one mth to master it... chiong ahh...

bye!!!

A Fresh New Start

As seen from the title... my blog is revived... haha... i deleted all my previous posts because i tink tat i was really childish in the past... complaining here and there... which makes ppl dislike me... haha...

anyway... i was too bored tats y i intend to make change to my blog... but can someone help me with the links all these?? i cant do it myself... it reminds me of computing... which is hell for me... zzz...

well... tml will be the start of my jap elective lesson... after the "long" holidays which is one week since last paper... haha... n i know nuts abt it... the writing is terrible and horrigible... gave me a scare... anyway... hope i survive... hehe... anyway... i almost fainted when i heard about the ironman movie tat there is a scene after the credits part... wad de hell is tat... always do this kind of things n cheat our money... haha... i believed many ppl will be angry...

well... got nth to blog liao... shall blog next time... tata to those who read my blog... haha... bye!!!

p.s i finally know the real word for p.s which is post-script.... errmmm... dunno who lie to me tat it stands for personal secret... i tink it is quite true too... haha... tat will be my personal secret dun tell anybody ya... haha...

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